Over half a month,
finally I decided to make a bigger step so thing(Skype) would work.

Yes, we are happy.

Doing something good is not good enough.
Doing it in the best, for the best.
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I got a short list of people knowing my phone is 24/7 for them.
It started after grandma passed away 4 yrs ago.
It means they are a little more special to me.
(Friends of mine know THE truth below.)
 


Therefore, when you said it,
I am well pleased.
Even I know, crazy call wont happen,
or I wish there isnt a chance for that.

Mahalo (Blush)

Listening: 最親愛的你 by FanFan范范

Keep sadness short.
Accept what happened.
One step at a time even Im scared to death.


有些心裡的話真的不用說
(羅志祥 - 愛 不用說)

  我們都傻
(楊丞琳)


Once you erased promises with trust,
it is impossible to restore.
Without trust,
there is nothing.

Another week is here.
Time to sum up the past weekend.
(not in order)

Love Life:

3 1/2 years documentary about three 15 year old girls, and their brave journey in life. All three of these girls were diagnosed with terminal bone cancer, but instead of waiting to die, they chose to use their story to inspire others. ... I Love Life.

Temple Worker:

a real smile from the bottom of my heart. First sealing poxy. Time fly in there. Mahalo for Sis Aki and those who I first met but love me as a sister.

Surprise Txt:

Surprise mother`s day dinner. Love those you love, not only on those special days. Happy to have a dinner with my family, esp it was prepared by my broda.

Fellow-shipping:

Good isnt enough, seeking for the truth helps you to endure those rough times. Is there anything I can make your day even better? Why do we read Bible and Book of Mormon over and over? & Why not just read one of them, esp they are both the words from God? (2Nep Chp28)

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Physically, tired.

Mentally, struggling but positive

Listening:  愛  不用說 by 羅志祥 & Count On Me by Bruno Mars

Having a conversation with my student for outdoor activities we read previously.
I said the same thing he said in seven yrs ago.
(Hating bugs on grass, wet soil, ants all over tree...)

However, my answer changed by places I go.
Therefore, I could share with him of things I experienced.
By my words I wish he feels hope.

Traveling, Confidence, Outdoor activities,...
all became part of me naturally.
Thank you for my parents who let me dip wide n deep into the part of world I love.

Collecting shells on beach, reading/ napping under a tree, hiking in woods, dancing in rain, jumping off clip/ rocks, skipping under rainbows, watching sunrise/ sunset, counting stars...
Oh, how much I miss you.
Cant wait to try out skydiving!
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Picked up a plumeria on my way to tutoring,
after waiting the tree to blossom for weeks,
all seem better.
Aloha

Went to this maze with a friend back when we were both in HI.
Sweet sunny day with double rainbows & pineapple icecream.
* Double rainbows always there when we are together =]

Listening to people with positive response changes a situation 180 degree in a blink.
Listening is not as hard as blend in a repeating in response
which might give comfort and expansion to conversation.
This takes a task to a new level.
I am no wall, couldnt bounce back directly.
I listen and soak them in my heart like a sponge.
My culture taught it is disrespectful to talk back, esp to elderly.
All I can do is take them in and turn them into ?Passion? Motive? Not sure.
Therefore, steps and shoulder are heavy when times go by.
What I learn in the West taught me it is alright to stop and exchange thoughts and ideas.
It takes courage, faith and brain but it makes things better.

Discourage by words,
letting them go after little frustration.
Keep clam & try it again ... with smile.
Not that I dont care, I do but there is something more important...
those I love and the happiness I pursuit. 
Plus, Im no failure when there isnt an end of it.